i feel suicidal, always

lampu

eh tau lampu, lampu itu ada yang neon sama yang warna orange

ada lampu yang bulat ada yang lonjong, yang melingkar-lingkar

intinya mau seperti apa lampu itu, lampu bakal tetep bersinar.

my blog is a piece of shit that stiffes another shit then broke here. i don't like writing,thats not my hobby by the way,

my blog is kind of a garbage bin, it's a place to throw unpleasant and stupid feelings so i don't have much in mind

i like her, i do like her, she's just out of my league

eventhough when our eyes met they talked, and i could see you saw me different beside other men, i don't know, maybe you already knew what i feel, but i don't care, i'm not kind of person who bothers others relationship.

sometimes i just envy them who could smile everyday

all that friendly faces in disguise

aku

aku ingin hijau, aku ingin sesuatu yang dulu pernah hijau

aku ingin cepat mati, agar berhenti menambah dosa dan pergi sebelum semuanya pergi

aku ingin seseorang, seseorang yang benar-benar mengerti dan mengenal aku selain diriku

aku ingin merusak, merobek dan mencaci mereka yang mempunyai dua muka